Everything you want – by Vertical Horizon (5th – 6th July)
Kiss the rain – by Billie Myers (7th – 10th)
Somewhere only we know – by Keane (10th – 13th)
Over the hills and far away! – by nightwish (13th-19th)
Aakhon ke sagar – by Fuzon (19th-25th)
Hero – by the Wallflowers
Ranjish hi sahi…(by mehdi hassan)…- these are wat i call lyrics now……
Bedshaped - by keane
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well…back to giving an update about my life…if u can call it that..at this point..the only phrase thats ringing in my head is..’u dunno wats uve got..unless its lost..’..
suddenly something uve been having all these months…something thats been this source of warmth…and above all…something that uve taken for granted all this time…is snatched away from u…u feel like someone has just punched u right in ur face…and u dont realise until u start bleeding….but then maybe this is god’s way of telling u to cherish things around…
seriously…when was the last time u actually have taken out a moment from ur daily routine…and put in the effort to show the person u care for..how much he means to u..if u have…trust me…ure doing a great job…if not…u will end up like me…wondering where uve lost something precious along the way to success…(which nowadays means a great job with a sexy pay)…
that brings me back to the root cause of my eternal dissatisfaction….what are we doing in life man?….wat is all the fuss about…? i mean wat good job wat good pay?…who defines wats good and wats not?…who are they to decide or set standards..while we just follow, so that we can be in par wiht the rest of the losers around?…when was the last time u’ve actually enjoyed wat ure doing?…when was the last time u actually felt free from all these fake rules , and ’society’ and all…and have followed only and ONLY ur heart..?…dont look at me….im the loser(in all the possible ways) of the century..not forget jackass..the last time ive done anything for myself was..ok..lets not talk about that…
anyway..maybe i should go back to my corner at work…and continue my drowning and sulking there..:)…well…not that i have much of an option…i will be doing the same tommorow again…but then had to share my misery somewhere..the last time i tried telling my mom that i doubt i suffer from depression…she went ballistic…so maybe my blog is the only place where i can talk crap…and get away with it…oh yes….not to forget my sisshhhterr and dear friend charu….seriously man…if it wasnt for you around..i would have been tied to some bed..and getting some kind of shock treatment….thanx babes!…
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been reading thru other ppl's blogs….lemme write a little abt wats happening in my life too……i dont folllow football….so i dont care shit who wins or who loses….i havent been to any place to write abt….or i havent visited any relatives…nor do i wanna…havent got a new job….havent got any appreciation in the present one too…no bf to go and visit…and noone coming down to meet me….not lost any weight….not enrolled myself in any kind of fun activities….havent met up with any friends in ages….havent made any extraordinary friends also….and the few i have are leaving end of this month….so there…thats all about my exciting life…..maybe i wont be able to take all this exictement and die off soon…….and im sure…it wouldnt really make a difference even if that happens….
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since everyones posting their fav stuff arnd..i thot ill also copy that idea…hehe…so here goes..
coldplay
puppies
smell of wet earth(as cliched as it sounds)
starlit or full moon winter nites
the sudden darkness and chill that comes in when its gonna rain
roses…
turning up the volume and singing along, when noones at home
to find ur fav song playing on the tv/radio, while flipping channels…
dancing the nite away…
when u see ur luved ones at the airport/station etc, who've been waiting hours just to receive u…
beaches at nite
guys with brown eyes…(cute guys 
)
getting all snug under ur blanket, after a hard day's work…
a warm bath after working ur ass off at the gym..
ok…thats it for now….rest later….gnite ppl…..
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well….there was a change to my usual mundane (to be read DEAD) weekend routine…(which usually involved sleeping, drooling, and sleeping more) thanx to the small measly piece of flesh (gums..:P ) pushing down my upcoming wisdom tooth…and man its FREAKING HURTING THE SHIT OUTTA ME!…sorry…got a little violent..so as I was saying..me and my dad ended up at the dentisht at 10 in the morning…they kept us waiting for one entire hour…meanwhile me and my dad compared the size of our palms…the texture of the skin…..the number of lines crossing across….(ok..we WERE really bored)….and just when we were gonna publish an entire thesis on this ‘oh so intereshting’ topic…the nurse called us in…
“I think we need to remove that piece of gum covering the wisdom tooth…”…DUH!!!!!….i was so overwhelmed by her diagnosis, I was gonna send her name in as a potential candidate for the nobel prize..BURP!…but such an anti climax…I was hoping it wld be something more thrilling than expected…(atleast it wld be worth the wait on a weekend morning)….maybe she would see the tooth and scream for the nurses and a stretcher …and they would toss me onto it and rush me to the emergency ward…consoling me that everything will be fine….haha…..but alas…..no such adventurous experience…..she just gave a couple of shit antibiotics…and asked me to come for the dumb operation a few days later…..thats my happening weekend…..signing off….orcie bum…
oh wait….did u know….in the 15 century or so….to take off any decaying tooth or anything….the patients were tied up to trees…and it was done without any anesthesia …thank god for MODERN SCIENCE!!!!
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well…since charu has been pestering me to fill in the empty space…ill crap around for a while…and make her happy:P….ok lately its been like troubling me a lot…why do we exist…the golden age old question 'whats the reason for our existence?'….
pessie – 'god why am i on this earth'
oppie – 'im sure theres a reason…i must have been sent here for a purpose'..
its pretty evident that the oppie just has had an overdose of feel-good movies..and is presently influenced by the feel-good bug…(SUCKER!)….and the other clan of suckers ..oops..i mean oppies believe that we should lay down our own reason…now they have had an overdose of life…please kill them!…watever it is…what are we really doing here man?…i mean…we earn…eat…sleep f*** shit pee…(ok..i guess u get the picture..hehe)…but why?…i mean if we werent even here…then we wldnt have to do all these boring mundane meaningless stuff….
then theres this rat race…why are ppl running…no idea…for what….no idea…'everyone is running..so ill also run'…thats the funda..i mean…would u ever be bothered about earning a sexy degree if noone is bothered?….NO!….noone is so jobless…(ok..me only talking the non suckers – ie pessies)..
but thats how it all starts….ur parents send u to get some freaking degree coz someone else's kids have it…and they wanna be at par with them..then the thing about being able to make a position for urself in the society…ok…wait…ive always wanted to ask this…what the f*** do u mean by the term 'society' man??????….its so f***ing weird!…the only society i understand is something that is ever ready to sit and bitch endlessly abt happenings in other ppl lives….are u really that bothered about wat this shit entity feels man?…ok our parents are surely are..a very big and 'IN' example is….love marriage…..however gud the guy is…and blah blah is like going against ur parents wishes…well…i dont blame them too..sweat and blood…bring us up…and they expect us to go by their wishes…and we on the contrary fall for every other soul we meet up with….but i think if it wasnt for the soceity shit…they would atleast give it a thought if we liked someone genuinely….(forget the lustful ventures and crap)….
ok.anyways….im too bored …and dont feel like writing any more…so to all the oppies out there…its time to wake up and smell the pesssiee air man!….u ppl are just living in this illusionary shit world …and are just arent ready to face the realities….and to all my fellow pessies….we rule dudes!!!……..
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